Saturday 24 January 2015

Anchor, Community, Anticipation and Agony

     It's been a week now since Summer Camp, but I am still thinking about it and feeling its effects so I suppose it merits another blog post.  For the sake of continuity, I am going to drape the threads of my stories on the following pegs:  Anchor, Community, Anticipation, and Agony.  The purpose of these pegs is to unite the individual stories, though the only common theme really is that they all start with 'A'... except for community, of course.  Oh well... I think I will just tell the stories and you can enjoy them as you like, whether or not they hang together or separately!
     Stories one and two come from one of the camp speakers, Pierre.  The first is about his experience as an anchor at a worship event.  He had always thought it would be the coolest job--to stand up front as the band played, and then to hand the microphone to whoever came up to speak or share next.  And it was pretty fun and important for the first bit, but then it became sort of boring... until he saw a guy coming up to share something and he felt God telling him to send this dude back:  "he's not ready yet."  Pierre didn't really want to do that, because he knew this guy was very shy and it was not characteristic of him to come up and share during the open mike time.  But he told the guy that he couldn't give him the mike yet because he felt that God wanted to share more with him before he shared it with everyone else.  Ok, so the guy went back to his place.  A while later, he came back... and Pierre felt the same way about it.  It happened three times!, and the third time Pierre felt for sure this guy would never come back.
     But he did, and the fourth time Pierre felt God confirm that the guy was ready.  This young man went on to lead worship in the Spirit's power for the next hour!
     This story highlighted for me the importance of preparation time, waiting on God, persevering, and going forth in the Spirit's power.  It also challenged me not to look down on my youth or anyone else's, because, guess how old this young man was?  He was only in 10th grade!  Wow!  God can do mighty things when give up our own wisdom and strength and rely on His power.
     Community.  In this story, Pierre shared about one night when he was with some friends.  All of a sudden, he heard a cat crying outside.  It went on and on, sounding more and more like a baby crying.  Sometimes these experiences of cats crying and sounding like babies is accompanied by a deep presence of evil, since there is a belief that evil spirits travel around at night in the form of cats.  That was the case this time, as well, and all of a sudden Pierre found himself crying uncontrollably.  He couldn't even speak!  It wasn't until his friend called out aloud on Jesus' name that he could stop.
     What struck me about this second story was how we need each other in the Christian walk.  We need each other to stand by each other, to remind each other of God's promises, and to cry out to Jesus for each other when someone is too weak or overcome to do it themselves!  We have an important ministry and responsibility to each other.
       Anticipation:  "The Kingdom of God is at hand!"  Though it is not yet here in its fulness, we get to experience foretastes of it in our everyday life.  I received one incredible foretaste at camp:  I awoke with the six girls in my dorm for group time one morning, and the one girl had such a sore throat that she couldn't speak.  It was all swollen, with white spots inside.  Through gesticulations and hoarse whispers, she asked us to pray for her; so we all sat around her, laid hands on her and prayed.  When we finished, she could talk normally and the spots in her throat were gone!  I had never witnessed anything like that before, and could scarcely believe it when it happened in front of me.  Wow!  Thank you Jesus!  Sometimes I become so inured to the brokenness around me that it doesn't even register as brokenness that shouldn't be that way.  I find it breath-taking to think of what this earth will be like when God finishes reconciling ALL things through Christ Jesus!
     Agony.  As I mentioned, I am still feeling the effects of camp.  The one day at camp, I was traipsing along past the bathrooms in my flip-flops (and shirt and shorts of course!  But the flip-flops is the important element in my story).  A heavy-duty mat lay outside the bathroom, wound together with metal wires.  One wire was poking out a little, and it hooked into the ball of my left foot, pulling the mat along with me.  My flip-flops proved no protection against this brazen prong!    I stopped abruptly and back-tracked, sliding my foot off of the mat.  It was a most unfortunate mishap, but not entirely unexpected I guess since I am incurably injury-prone.  Anyways, a week later now it is still tender.  But God has been good in that the wire was not rusted, I am up-to-date with my tetanus shot, it became a little infected but the infection has now died down, and it ensures that I fastidiously wash my feet each night :)

Tuesday 20 January 2015

Summer Camp ACCELERATE 2015!!!!!

Accelerate Summer Camp 2015!!!!!!

     This past week (Wednesday through Sunday) for me included unexpected small-group leading, late-night dancing around a bonfire, 6 am prayer times, and a hectic water-fight that entailed water balloons, flour bombs, and leaders on motorbikes spraying Fanta with water-guns.  And to think I 'just happened' into this!
     This is how it 'just happened':  Hope, my house-mate, asked if I would be willing to help out at Jubilee's Summer Camp which is for youth in Grades 8-12.  I said sure, and then heard nothing until a week before when I decided I better confirm what was up.  Yes, I was still signed up for general help... I didn't find out until I arrived that I was co-leading a dorm of six Grade 12 girls with Janice and Nokwazi... and Janice and Nokwazi weren't arriving until sometime Friday evening!  Yet I am glad that God brought me into this leadership position in such a 'sneaky' way, because I would probably have never signed myself up for it and yet I was so blessed through it!  The girls are incredible, and we had such good small-group times in the mornings.
     The speakers were also very good, and God exceeded the expectations we had as leaders that He would meet with us.  As we sang in the marquee (our meeting tent), I was humbled as I watched all the youth singing, worshipping and praying silently, with leaders, and with each other.  It struck me how God delights to meet with us.  When we seek His face, He delights to reveal Himself and empower us to live for Him.
     It wasn't all easy, though.  The devil will oppose strongly wherever God's presence is strongly manifested.  The first day we battled in prayer over a camper who was experiencing demon possession.  Later that day on the way to the rock pools, a camper also slipped when crossing a stream, seriously twisting his ankle and sustaining a concussion which left him unconscious for 30 seconds and incoherent for the next hour.  Then... it rained that night and drowned the sound board system so that we had to use only acoustic worship for the second day.
     Yet God showed Himself strong in the very areas of opposition:  the experience with the first camper led to discussion and prayer with the girls in my small group.  As for the camper who was hurt, God was good in that the camp nurse and her husband, a physiotherapist, were walking right behind him when it happened, and there were some strong guys there as well to pull him out of the stream where he lay unconscious.  In the end, this actually led to an increase in faith as we prayed over him and God healed his ankle so that he went from using crutches because of the pain to walking normally for the rest of the camp and even dancing in the sessions as we sang!  Thank you, Jesus!   ...And the acoustic worship turned out great too :)
     Camp wasn't all 'serious', though.  How can it be with around 100 teenagers?!  Wally-awards were nominated for people who had the worst wallies (Wally:  something silly or embarrassing that someone has done)... like the dude who manoeuvred the soccer ball skillfully through his opponent's defense only to run into a tree and fall over!  Then there was the epic water fight where we divided into four teams equipped with water balloons and flour bombs.  If you got hit, you had to jump in the pool before you could re-enter the combat.  The leaders participated by jazzing things up with extra flour and tackling moves, and two leaders rode through the 'battle-field' on a motorbike spraying kids with Fanta-filled waterguns.  What a glorious mess!
     For me, camp lived up to its name:  ACCELERATE.  The goal was not to focus on a great camp experience but to point into the year ahead, accelerating the youth into the year with a deeper relationship with Christ.  I know that my faith was increased as I saw God act and enjoyed His presence.   Camp also 'accelerated' me into the community here through shared experiences and I look forward to what will come next :)

Thursday 8 January 2015

Camping, (post-)Christmas, and Change

     This past weekend I slept for two nights in an ancient canvas tent that is older I am.  Jess and I drove around two hours to join her parents, who have been camping the past week or so at Petervale Farm.  It is close to Ceres, and we spent a wonderful two days with them.  We had campfires both evenings, and braaied delicious things like lamb chops on it for supper.  In the day we swam in the 'dam', which is a beautiful (albeit manmade) lake and read books in the sunshine.  I read another couple hundred pages in Mandela's 700-and-something page autobiography "Long Walk to Freedom"--I have only a hundred or so more to go!  And then there were the liesurely chats with fellow campers, such as the lady who lives across the road from Jess and I in Cape Town (we had to travel this far just to meet her!), as well as a lady from Uruguay with her South African husband and others.  On Sunday morning we hiked to a waterfall on the mountain side where we swam in the pool of frigid water at the bottom.
     It is funny how camping can be so familiar half-way around the world, what with getting water from a central location, walking to the bathrooms, living in one's swim costume, not washing one's feet before going to bed, playing Take Two outside on a picnic table by the light of a kerosene lamp in the evening, and washing plastic dishes in semi-cold water.
     Of course, there were differences with camping here versus in Canada as well.  For one, it didn't rain the whole time we were there!  For another, the mountains behind us were covered in fynboos and hardy grasses instead of the usual greenery and 'conifer-y' (coniferous trees) of the Canadian Shield.  And the bathrooms were supplied with hot water through a tractor-engine-operated heater.  It was parked behind the row of bathrooms, and I'm guessing that is what it was there for since the engine kicked on whenever one turned on the hot water.

     I started this blog post earlier this week, but never actually finished it.  I am going to include some random notes now before I post it.
     The past couple days have been 'admin days' at Jubilee, as we get back into the swing of things after the Christmas break.  So much filing! :)
     This past week, the bike I have been borrowing was also stolen so I am back to hitching rides to Jubilee with friends.  Hopefully I can get another bike sometime soon.
     I can hardly believe that I will be meeting the DISCOVER students from Prairie next week.  They are going to be spending a couple days at Jubilee (discoverourglobe.prairie.edu)


     And finally, some thoughts on CHANGE as we enter the new year:

C hange is a part of what I am created for--
H eightening relationship with God and deppening insights into life and love
A nd yet sometimes in the drama of life I feel like I
N eed to be the constant, even though I may live out of harmful patterns and even though
G od is meant to be the one Unchangeable I AM, the anchor of my soul and the goal of my      
   transformation
E ach day I must remind myself that change is part of what I am created for